If I surrendered, 

Happy Sunday! I just attended the Sunday Mass here in Paroquia de Santa Teresa y Santa Isabel, a big church near our place. This is my favorite church not only because it is near but for many reasons too.  There, I feel I am welcome and I feel safe and honest. 🙂 I will update this blog soon to include the photo of the church. 

I was looking back to everything that I encountered and it includes facing my depressions. I was in that point when I already want to end my life, and even planning how to end it, but everytime I was about to do it, God is acting and sending some angels to stop what I am thinking. I know we could enumerate the things that we hate about this life and sometimes because of that we cannot count the blessings that we are receiving and that is a fact we can’t deny.  It happens, it will happen again and again, but the most important thing is you are always willing to learn from it and the next thing you know is waking up in the morning stronger than yesterday and become transparent.  

Life maybe is like playing Mobile Legends:Bang Bang. 🤣 Sometimes you’ll concede defeat, sometimes you will lose, sometimes it’s laggy because of poor internet connection, but you know at some point, you’ll gonna win and you have the chance to become the MVP. ❤️

If I surrendered, maybe I do not know how it feels like to become happy, winner, and the MVP of my own battle! ❤️

Pray, Forgive and Forget

Kapag mahal mo pala talaga ang isang tao, hindi mahalaga kung ano ang mga masasamang napagdaanan nyo, at ang maiisip mo kagad eh kung paano kayo mas magiging matatag. 

Weh? Baka sabi mo lang yan? Baka sa umpisa lang naman yan?

Hindi rin. Hehe. Sa umpisa kahit anong nagawa nyang mali, masakit. At maiisip mo na habang tumatagal, masakit pa rin. Pero alam mo na masasaktan sya pag nasasaktan ka kaya babalewalain mo na lang kasi in the first place nakapag sorry na sya at ilang beses mo na syang napatawad. In the long run, sarili mo na lang ang kalaban mo. Kaya you have to control what you think and your emotions too. Keep yourself busy, do productive stuffs. Yup. Productive. Kesa mag self pity ka sa bahay buong buhay mo, okay lang mag self pity paminsan minsan, ang sarap rin kayang umiyak. Pero wag mo uugaliin ha. Pray ka rin para mas maging matatag ang loob mo. Tulad ng sinabi ko, sarili mo na lang ang kalaban mo. Makakatulong rin na paminsan minsan sabihin mo sa jowa mo ang nararamdaman mo. Dahil sya rin ang makakatulong sayo. Wag mo syang aawayin dahil sa mga nagawa nyang pinagsisisihan nya na rin hanggang ngayon. Tao lang sya at tao ka lang rin. 

MAIKLI lang ang buhay para sa bad vibes. Ang iwan natin sa bawat tao ay ang mga nagawa nating maganda kahit pa anong sama ng ating pinagdaanan.

God bless.