2years together😍

October 24,2015 – Forever.My tropa and I; We’re married.
Happy happy 2 YEARS together Bii. Hindi ko malilimutan yung araw na yun na nag I love you ka sakin at nag I love you too ako sayo. 😍❤️

Na noon palang alam na nating tayo na talaga sa hindi maipaliwanag na dahilan na nagsimula lang naman sa simpleng pagkakaibigan. 😁 Kakaiba talaga, pustahan tayo matatawa ka rin kapag maiisip mo ang mga usapan natin dating puro kalokohan. Haha! Nagkainlove-an ng hindi naglandian at nagbolahan. Puro casual na “Uy balita” at heart to heart na usapan lang. San ka pa. 🙂 
Ni minsan hindi mo ako pinayuhan ng makakasama saakin, at ang gusto mo palagi ay ang aking kasiyahan. ❤️

Mula noon minahal ko ang sarili ko. Nakita ko ang halaga ko na pinapakita mo hanggang ngayon. Pinakita mo rin sakin kung ano ang deserve ko kahit hindi ako perpektong tao.

Tinanggap mo ako, tinanggap kita, at iniharap mo ako sa simbahan ng bukal saiyong kalooban. Yun ang napakasarap sa pakiramdam na pinagmamalaki ko. Na hindi natin pinilit ang ating sarili sa isa’t isa. Na pinili natin kahit mahirap, basta tayong dalawa ang magkasama. Na may sarili tayong paninindigan. Na kaya nating harapin ang kahit ano pa man. Subok na subok na. 
Basta na lang daw naging tayo? Hindi nila alam na araw araw nating pinaghihirapan at pinahahalagahan ang isa’t isa kahit tayo ay kasal na. 🙂 
Sobrang saya ko, wala akong pakialam sa sasabihin ng iba. Ikaw ang blessing ng Panginoon saakin Bii. Salamat sa 2 taon at sa mga dadating pa, at sa habambuhay na pangako nating magsasama.  

I love you! Mahal na mahal na mahal kita! Ikaw ang true love, soulmate at destiny ko. 
Salamat sayo. Salamat po Papa Jesus. 
Kakayanin natin lagi bii. Matapang tayo. ❤️😍😁

Ikasa mo! 👊🏻

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Habang tumatagal para bang humihirap… 

Nung una, pinangako ko sa sarili kong kakayanin ko. Lahat haharapin ko at di ako uurong. Kaya araw araw ginagawa ko yun, hindi ko rin akalain pero nalalampasan natin. 

October 24, 2015 ka unang nagsabi ng I love you sakin. Dalawang taon na pala bukas ano. Ang bilis bilis, noon mag syota palang tayo ngayon iisa na ang apelyido natin. 

Nung una tayong magkasama nung April 2016, masakit sakin. Nung nagkasama tayong muli nung May-July 2017, halos ikamatay ko araw araw ang magising ng wala ka sa aking tabi. Pero kasunod na ang mga plano nating magkakasama rin tayong muli. Yung wala ng hiwalayan. Pero ang proseso ay hindi madali. 😭 Kailangan pa rin nating magbanat ng buto at pasensya at pangunawa para iyon ay marating. Tiis tiis kahit araw araw mata na lang ang walang pawis, ngiti at ngiti pa rin kahit pilit na ngisi. 

Naiiyak na ako kasi ang hirap at ika’y malayo. Kapag may umaaway sakin wala akong mapagsumbungan, kahit masabi ko sayo sa chat yung boses ko naman eh hindi mo napapakinggan.  Ang hirap masanay na nandyan ka lagi tapos biglang pag lingon ko wala ka na pala uli. 😭 Kaya ang lagi kong tanong hanggang kailan tayong ganito? Habang tumatagal humihirap yata mahal ko? Ako lang ba ang nakakaramdam nito? Binabalewala ko dahil alam kong mas mahirap sayo to. Ngingiti ako dahil ang pagluha ko ang magpapahirap sayo. Kakayanin ko dahil lumalakas ka kapag malakas ako. 

Kaunting hirap pa mahal ko, madami pa tayong pagdadaanan kaya walang bibitaw; walang iwanan. 

I’ll wait anyway. 

I must admit that our love story is not only full of laughters and happiness, well, just like in cooking, we also need to put salt, pepper and some ingredients that does not tastes sweet just to get the perfect savour of every recipe. 
My fiancé is a cook and I am always proud of him whatever happens. I know he is the best person for me. Our match or combination really goes well. I am only focusing on that side of our life. We deserve to be happy, let go of the bad things and the bad sides, our God has a perfect plan for us and our life is too short to be hard on ourselves. 
This is me. I’ve been telling everybody about my love story and I cannot believe that I am going to get married this June 2017. Oh, I never dreamed of being a June Bride but I was surprised I’m gonna be! OUR Lord is really a GOOD LOVING LORD. Amen to that. 

I know that Long Distance Relationship doesn’t work all the time but I proved that with the perfect timing that God provides, it will work anyway. The title of this Blog is “I’ll wait anyway.” because this is what I am doing. You know guys, I’ve been very very impatient with everything way back when I haven’t found the love of my life. The one I feel who is perfect for me. I am just so amazed how love changes everything; vision, mission, perspective, life goals, converting bad to good, being sad to feeling alive, all of the negative vibes turned into shining shimmering splendid ultimate good vibes. Sounds like I am exaggerating but that is how I feel about love. 
The mose important thing that I learned during our relationship is that I practiced to adjust. Timezone, situations, and even complicated stuffs. I know that since when I was born it is already in me-these character of being flexible; but you cannot just summon it, one day you’ll find someone who will extract the best in you without you noticing it. You’ll just see one day that you are already doing your best, the best that you did not do to anybody else in the past. Amazing huh. This is not my very first long distance relationship, I blogged about it long time ago and my first one really did not work out, imagine that relationship is almost 4years already and we were only 1 year in long distance but I cannot take it and I am more than happy that I found the courage to get out of it. 
Thanks God for giving me the signs. 

I’ll wait anyway. I have trusted God and he proved his Love for us in manu different ways. I felt down multiple times and I’ve been hurt in different ways but He is always there to save me and show me his miracles. I’ll wait for the good things everytime I am involved in a bad situation. I’ll wait for the rainbow after the storms, and most especially I’ll wait for the time that we are no longer to experience Long Distance Relationsip. 

P.S
I would like to blog using the language that I am more comfortable with. But then for the sake of other readers, I will try to make a pure English blog. I’m afraid of grammatical errors but I hope it doesn’t matter anyway as long as I have the thought. 🤣 I graduated college 4 years ago and I know that I suck. Sad life. But little by little, I’ll improve. ❤️ 

Ang LDR Life namin 

Di ako makatulog. Ang sarap mag-emote. Haha! Wala lang, biruin mo yun mula pagsampa nya sa barko, sa 9months na on board, araw araw kaming magkausap. May internet man sya o wala. (Salamat sa swabe kong internet. The best!) Kahit pa anong busy ko, nakakatawag ako sa oras; kung di man ako makatawag sa oras ibig sabihin lang nun tulog ako. 🤣 Pag di ako nakakatawag on time nagoonline yun, tinatanong kung bakit wala pa akong call. 🤣 Kaya di maari ang absent kahit pa magka-away kami ay naguusap pa rin. Kaya lang kami makakatulog na magkaaway dahil sa sobrang pagod na sa trabaho. Pero kinabukasan pinaguusapan pa rin. Hanggang ayos na ayos at swabe na ulit. Ang wish ko lagi saamin eh magmahalan na parang hindi nagbababag. ☺️👌🏻😀
Timezone.

Sa dami na ng inaatupag ko minsan siguro iilang beses palang ako nalito sa pag-kwenta kung ilang oras ang higit ko sakanya. Ayaw ko pa naman ng Math pero atag na akong magbilang. Haha! Jusko di ko malimutan yung 5PM sakanya eh mag 12 na ng hating gabi sakin. As in natulog ako ng 8:30 tapos gigising ng mag aalas dose. 🤣

Palibhasa sa ganoon masaya na kami. Sobrang saya na namin kapag nagkakausap kami, nakakawala ng pagod sa trabaho, updated rin kami. Ang tyaga rin nga nya, literal na telepono ang gamit ako eh naka headset tapos telebabad ng 2 oras.
Bonding.

Sabay kumain minsan sa gabi, nanunuod sya ng balita eh nakikinig rin ako kahit di ko nakikita, habang nagiinom minsan eh pinapatawag pa ako parang nakiki jamming rin. Haha! 

Eh may internet na sya madalas ngayon, menos call, pero kapag break time laro laro naman kami ng Mobile Legends. 🤣 Lagi kaming magkasagpi. Haha! Gusto nya lagi kaming magkalaro. 😍 

Minsan nagiinom rin kami habang magkausap, tapos kwentuhang walang katapusan ng kanyang mga kalokohan mula pagkabata, mga buhay namin nung highschool, mga experiences sa buhay, mga natutunan, madami pang iba. ☺️
Ending.

Tapos ngayon malapit na kaming mag kita. Natyaga namin ang araw araw na ganuon. 

Unbelievable, pero ayus rin eh. Kudos sa pagtutulungan naming dalawa. As in weeks n lang yung binibilang. I’m proud of us. Really. Hindi naman to madali pero bakit keri namin. 🤣❤️ Oh di baa. Walang imposible kapag gusto, kapag patas ang effort, kapag totoong love love na ito. Saaming dalawa lang kami nagkukuhanan ng lakas ng loob. 

Kaya kung sakaling gusto ko syang protektahan at ilayo sa kahit anong tingin kong makakasira saamin, siguro naman hindi masama, malaki talaga ang effoerts namin para lang mabahidan ng manchang basta na lang darating. Kung may mancha, ay lagi naman akong may pang-bleach na daladala. 🤣
Sincerely,

Vhey 

FALL 🍁

​”FALL”
I can still remember how it all started;

I was then broken and my pieces are scattered;

I was then free but feels like I am bottled;

And in just one moment my heart just rattled.
Your adventures makes me want to know you more;

Since our minds were both open like an open door;

Our talks get deeper as we walk the shore;

Then We felt like addicted to each other’s humor.
One day you said you love me seriously;

I cannot believe that I felt the same in all honesty;

But I just have to be very careful firstly;

Because I do not want to hurt you badly.
So I fixed my self and relaxed a bit;

Realized everything before I commit;

Been through a lot until I met my limit;

Cannot wait for more, I want to see you in the summit.
I prayed for you and you prayed for me;

Now we have each other unexpectedly;

Remember it’s Fall when we crossed that valley;

And we go together with this God’s given glory.

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